i wil remember tt day 4ever~

i swear tt i wun 4gt tt day...coz it is v hard 4 me to 4gt...on de day...sumbody had hurt me badly n deeply...it is a sad memory for me...he...have broke my heart...he has push me into a dark world...a world tt full of sadness,loneliness and no love...i dun believe love bcoz of him...he was half devil n half angel...he is gud to me when he is my godbro...bt after tt he wan me to 4gt him...n i cant 4gt about him...coz i have fall in love wif him tt time...bt i nvr let him noe...i juz kept my love 4 him in my heart...bt one day...i wrote a letter to him tt i wan to break wif him(broke as my godbro)bt i still wan to b fren wif him...bt he say tt we break bt he dun wa to b fren wif me...i feel so hurt after i heard de th ing he had told me...i tink to myself:"y you wan to treat me lyk tt??u are nt de gor i noe...y u hv bcum lyk tt??" i was really hurt n sad...t time my heart is in pain...my heart is bleeding...so hurt n so pain...i try to control my tears 4 dropping...bt i failed...at las...my tears still cum down lyk raindrop...cant stop...after de few days...i bcum v emo...n even hurt myself...bt after few weeks...i nt emo anymore...bt everytimes when i tink of all de happy memory tt belongs to me n u...i will feel so sad n happy...i oso dunno y...i luv u...whenever i saw u c-ing other gal...i wil jealous and unhappy...coz i luv u...bt u dunno tt...i dun dare to tel u tt i luv u so much...i dun dare...realli dun dare...coz i scared tt u wil avoid me...sry 4 nt telling u de truth...sry...i realli cant tell u...pls 4give me 4 being so selfish...i dun wan u to hate me n avoid me...i am sry...hope u happy n find ur truth love su mday so tt i cn saw u smiling...i juz wan to tell u tt...i wil love u 4ever even is u wun lyk me...luv u 4ever...